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It’s time to grow up they say. It’s time to get over this depression phase. I’ve stopped taking my medicine. It wasn’t helping anyway. It was just making me worse. I can’t get over this phase though. I just lay in bed and sleep and sleep and sleep and then go to work and sleep some more after that. And I don’t want to talk to anyone. I don’t want to bother anyone. I can’t keep talking to them about the same things. It gets old. It seems that going back to old habits is the best option here. I was able to make everyone else happy at least. Now I can’t make anyone happy. Including myself. So I think I’ll just stick to the sleeping and skipping meals and maybe at least I’ll be skinny again. And be able to make my friends happy. I am tired of being the sad one who everyone has to be so careful around. I don’t want to do it anymore. But I don’t have the courage to die. So I’ll just sleep some more and maybe I’ll be better tomorrow. Im sorry. I’m not trying to be an attention seeking disappointment. I’m so very sorry. I’m just too tired to care about anything.


Anonymous asked:

Hey I don't know you or what you are going though, and I'm not going to tell you it'll be all better someday. But I going to say that I am sorry you are in pain and I'm thinking good thoughts about you. I hope you find peace.

You made me cry. Thank you. You’re very sweet. It’s just been a long couple of months and I am not feeling good tonight.

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