Why can’t I just be happy? And not want to sleep all the time and not have trouble breathing at night. Don’t be a bother don’t be a bother don’t be a bother. That’s what my mind tells me. Don’t be a bother. You’re fine. You’re overreacting. Meanwhile I feel like I’m self destructing. Don’t be a bother. They’ll just leave again. You are annoying and cynical. Nobody wants you. Nobody stays. Don’t be a bother. An inconvenience. A stress induced whirlwind. Control. Don’t cry. Put up the mask. Don’t be a bother. And lie to them that you’re feeling better. It’s my fault. If I had been a better child maybe my father wouldn’t have abused me. Maybe if id been stronger id have more friends and do better in school and be able to work more. Maybe if id been better I wouldn’t have just given sex away so that I felt like someone loved me. My clock is counting down. I’m self destructing. And the part of me that cares is dying fast. Don’t you dare be a bother. Help me. Everything hurts.
i’m bawling inside oh my god
October | 2013
You will suffer a lot, but you will discover a strength you never knew you had. You won’t know how to use it at first. Sometimes you will hurt people with it, sometimes you will hurt yourself.
Originally written for Leigh.
Yes yea yes yes!!!
"His dinner isn’t ready."
Submitted By: Michelle C.
This is one of the funniest and saddest pictures I’ve ever seen
Imagine if Sirius could have raised Harry and when he sent a howler to him in his second year for driving the car to school.
"I’M NOT EVEN MAD, I’M ACTUALLY IMPRESSED. MERLIN’S BLOODY BALLS I’M PROUD."
And Remus in the background “SIRIUS NO.”
Holy shit I can’t do this. Fuck. I just can’t and I’ll never be able to be better. Oh my god. I even tried to fix something where I didn’t even do anything wrong. Dammit.